is this a good idea

I'm starting to realize how crappy this new computer really is. The internet is super slow and impractical. However, it is still really great for writing. It is perfect. It makes me want to write!! I really like writing. I feel inspired to write. either is stupid netbook or a yellow legal pad. yes. :D

its moments like this when I'm not sure whether or not I'm going down the right life path. Is theatre where i should be? I mean, I really do love it. but what if i could make a career writing? and then I think "I have only one idea, that is not a career. plus my one idea might not make it ANYWHERE."

I still haven't made up my mind about this. I feel like I'm not getting a strong enough support system from my friends and loved ones for it to be good. I feel like everyone is secretly telling me that my idea is stupid and I shouldn't pursue it and whatever.

bluh....