I've had more crap happen to me in the last 4 and 1/2 years then most people have in their lifetime.
just to get it off my chest
-started therapy
-parents separated (they got back together after 5 months. yea awkward)
-more therapy
-my sister got POTS: Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome. She couldn't go to college. She's been home for four years
-my dad had a seizure and had to be removed by a team of paramedics from my house at 5 in the morning
-my mom got cancer. glandular cervical cancer. she finished treatment. just found out there is a 25% chance of it coming back. fun.
-somewhere in there my brother developed a stress disorder.
-and I probably have pots too. i have a lot of the symptoms- but i keep ignoring them hoping that i'm just paranoid. that its a self-fufilling prophecy or something.
yea. my life. sucks. and it's impossible to have our family in a room together for longer than 15 minutes either a fight will break out or someone will be crying or both.
I'm jealous of functional families. and those who grew up in them. They know nothing else. They're lucky.
okay i'm done.
it's posts like these where i'm glad no one reads my blog
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