I don't know where all the college people met their group of new best friends because all my 'friends' are fake.
a few a met through my department. they were nice, funny, but kept to themselves, acted like selfish jerks, etc. they don't talk to me unless talked to. and in general, i've learned that i don't really appreciate their company.
there's a few acquaintances i made through classes that didn't last past the class ending.
i have one friend i have lunch with like once a month, who seems like we'll be really close but then she gets too busy to talk.
i have another friend who seems like we could be real friends but she lives in a different dorm than me and it makes it hard since we don't have any classes together and we really have to go out of our way to make our schedules mesh.
but with only 2 seemingly real friends, and the rest just fakes? what kind of life is that?
and i don't mean fake, like it seems like we're good friends but they're really just gossiping bitches or something, no. its not like that.
its like, we say hi when we see each other. and maybe have a quick chat, but nothing more. we say we're friends, but we don't actually spend the quality time that it would take to make us real friends. plus i feel like i can't talk to them about real issues without making it sound like i'm being whiny.
sigh
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