Fitness journey day 3

It's easter.
not like it matters. Easter is like one of the most pointless holidays for non-religious people. You don't really give gifts on Easter. and how a rabbit got mixed up in the resurrection of jesus is beyond me.

whatever.

I was supposed to go to this easter event this morning, which i was planning on going to, but then my sister was all dressed up so i changed into a nicer dress, heels, etc. and then she said my dress was too short. I protested, saying i was wearing shorts underneath. and she still gave me that face like "you look like one of those cheap sorority skank girls (not that all sorority girls all skanky. but we all know there definitely are skanky ones).  She suggested I wear leggings. I said i didn't have any, which is most likely true. They are probably back at school or hidden within the bowels of my room. She said I could borrow some of hers and then I just gave up. If she was going to be embarrassed by me, I wasn't going to bother going. I didn't want to go in the first place, and it was only an hour. She couldn't have tolerated my slightly less appropriate outfit for one hour? (why would any have a party or lunch for only one hour. seems stupid if you ask me.) RANT. BLUH. I'm getting back in my sweatpants, i feel stupid.

Food Log
life cereal w/ soy milk
daily vitamins
omega 3 vitamins.

easter lunch. (I ended up going to thing after all this fuss)
several glasses of water
medium sized portion of ham
rice
steamed broccoli and carrots, which i had to force down for how gross they tasted.
cheesy potatoes. yuck. had like one bite
a crescent roll.
a bite or two of bread pudding
a chocolate egg- 140 calories ><

water
popcorn

gross protein bar.
water.
like 8 peanuts
2 peanut butter patties and 4 thin mints. (i'm trying to get rid of the sweets in my room. i thought it was early enough in the process, that I'll be able to work it off, hopefully)

too much food for someone on a diet, though i tried to keep the portion size down and i most certainly did not clear my plate.

I woke up SUPER sore this morning, especially in my calves. I've been trying to stretch them out since last night until this morning, but it doesn't seem to be helping. I could barely walk this morning. I was hobbling like an old man.

Emma and I were supposed to go to the gym, we were all reved up to work out and then, of course, wanted to nap instead. ugh. sometimes i wish she were more dependable. I'm sick of being disappointed. but its not really her fault which makes this more annoying, i can't be mad at her for it. sigh. what is a girl to do?