I am a dreamer

I am a dreamer. and by that I feel like I am capable of doing anything.

Yesterday, I watched an episode of Chicago Fire (an amazing show might I add. more people should watch it) and I immediately wanted to be a fire. Being courageous, helping people, being unafraid of anything.

A few hours before that, someone suggested to me that I become a professional improviser, take classes at second city (which I would absolutely love). Think about it. I could be performing at second city. maybe i'll be the next Tina Fey or Kristen Wiig. I'll go to Saturday Night Live. Live in New York. I would love that too.

Or maybe I'll be columnist for newspaper. write color pieces about how awkward everyone is. How snow in chicago is awful. how i'm surprised people still actively live in places where it snows a lot. or i'll write about myself. and my life and what is going on.

Maybe i'll be a film critic or a theatre critic. i would love that too. i get to watch movies and plays for free, then i get to rant all i want about how many things i had problems with. or the things i loved. i would that too!

I also want to be a wedding planner. I already have 2 giant binders full of pictures. I can't help that i love weddings. but would i want to deal with all those bridezillas... maybe not.

I also want to be a mom. maybe just be a homemaker. I know how backwards that seems. I have this huge list of career options and one of them is housewife? but having a family is really important to me. and I wouldn't mind not working for a while.

or I could be what I am currently working towards which is a director for the stage. and I would love that too. the question is how do I get into that market.... hmm..

all the things I want to be
-get famous from youtube
-be a famous singer or actor
-homemaker
-director
-critic
-columnist
-some sort of writer
-wedding planner
-princess
-firefighter
-improviser
-actor
-baker
-own a restaurant

plus many more. and yet. because i'm a normal person, a lot of these wont happen

and because im not just focused on one, i'm going to be lost when it comes to actually getting a career. YIKES.